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Date: Wednesday, November 3, 2010 Time: 2:20 AM Good things never lasts
Personally soft spoken and shy, I was like getting into a world of total strangers. I got assigned to a seat beside a malay girl, Nadhirah. I was impressed by her neat handwriting, which reminds me of my big sister, Annabel's past handwriting. Days after, I and Nadhirah became close friends together with EnBei. We even became PW groupmates. We work hard and through my PW teacher, Ms Linda, we managed to get an A. Then, a chinese girl came and join our group, and that's Sandra. Well, things aren't that good in that year because I and Sandra had some quarrels. Hahah, speaking of that makes me laugh. It's pretty childish. ;) Then after, we got promoted to Secondary 2E6. I join in to Joyce's clique. Then I get into PeiYu's clique and ask Joyce and Dora to join us. Soon, Sandra joined us too, together with ZhiYan. Together, we formed a clique of 8. And that was the beginning of the recording of happy momories. We were very bonded. We helped each other and people might thought we were sisters. We go recess together, planned activities out, and listened to one another's stories. Well, we had some tiffs in between us too, but we solved it within a few days. Then me and Sandra's friendship got bonded again, this time round, closer. I played with her, study with her and found we had the same ambition together, to be a lawyer. One may say : Big ambition, but are you be able to do it? But I can tell you, so long as our determination is strong enough, no one can stop us from achieving our goals. I got a strong bond with her and found that actually she is a weak one inside. Anyone who had been with her may think she is very sporty, hyper, and faces every challenges bravely. Well, you guys arent wrong, cos I felt that way in the past too. I thought she was so brave and hyper that she don't have any problems in dealing with her own emotions. I'm wrong. She had a great dream as I said previously, she wants to be a lawyer. She told me while I and her was studying outside the school hall, I thought that's a great ambition she have got! But she herself had some doubts inside her. That is that she didnt have the courage to tell her parents about it. Well, I dont remember what I said to her then after. But in my mind, I thought it's a good thing that one have a great ambition, so I encourage her to reach for her goals. Months after, she told her mum. She got back a disappointing reply and cry in the bathroom.[ Not going to say due to one's privacy] She texted me. And I could felt the sorrow in her. Coz i'm once like that too. Before succeeding, everyone will meet obstacles. And we gotta overcome them! Because they are the ones preventing us to reach for our goals. One can never predict what we will achieve in the future. No one. It's very hurtful to recieve such replies that says you cant. But that's what they think. I was on the same, similar boat as her in the past. I cried inside the bedroom. And got pretty upset that I couldnt control my emotions and had some melancholia. But well, I don't mind saying this, I am a coward. I felt like dying but I am afraid of dying. Hahahaa. Yeah so it is that worst. But I saw so many things that happened around the world. They are suffering more than us, so what right have I, to feel like dying over such things when they lose their parents and family that is far painful that what I've experienced? So I think again and know what's right this time round. So I just cant bear anyone crying over things that prevent them from going ahead. I had relatives that look down on me because of my PSLE score. So what? They'll never know who wins this game till years later when I prove to them I can do it. So I told Sandra these and she felt better and got the courage back to move on ahead again. When I got low marks, she too, encouraged me and tell me my weaknesses and I corrected them and found back my path. For that, I'm really thankful. Things just went on and we became best friends. If one day I've succeeded in life, I'll never forget her, for she also played a big role in my succcess. And there's Joyce, Dora, TingYuan, Sandra, PeiYu and Joanna, who listened to my sad and emo stories. Being such a great listener, they gave me opinions and their thoughts, encouraged me and gave me strength. They are my counsellors. I dont know whether I would have the chance to meet such great friends again. I dont know whether I would have the chance to have such great memories again. But least, in my heart I know that I once had them, the ones who make me get back to the right path, the ones who were great listeners, the selfless them. But thank you, for giving me these memories, for proving to me that in this world, there are such nice people in this whole wide world. And I finally realised, that my sister was right, when you reached secondary school, you'll find true friends. Good things never lasts. Two years just passed like that, unnoticed. I am very glad to have met 2E6. Though this class is very noisy at times, but I saw the kind, responsible, and hardworking side of them. Well, there were times when I really felt like hiding into a small hole. But all these friends gave the support. These are friends whom I trust. These are friends whom I can rely on. Years later, they might forget my name, my looks, my voice, and those wonderful memories, but having the chance to meet them is the greatest gift god had given me. And of cause not forgetting my fellow 2E6 friends! Keep in contact! Loves! To my dearest Sandra, In future, I may not be there helping you. But I know there will be someone replacing me, giving you the support that you need. Haha. Whenever I want to jaywalk, I'll think of you and Peiyu. For you guys are great masters I can say. May you be stronger, and face every obstacles bravely. If you need help, just give me a call or text me. I'll try my best to help you. May you strive and reach your goals. May you see the strength in yourself. May you be the happiest 14th year old teen. May your future be full of colours. All the best and best friends forever! To my dearest Joyce, I thank you for being there when i need it, you're a great friend, i can say. Your laughter always make me smile. Your thinkings makes me laugh. Your devotion towards Show Luo makes me speechless. Your happy-go-lucky character impressed me. Your bank makes me able to eat. I wish the best in you. May you get married as you wish to Show Luo. May you get your braces on successfully. May you be the prettiest 14th year old teen. May your dreams be fulfilled. All the best and best friends forever! To my dearest Ting Yuan, In the future, I might not be there to joke with you. In the future, no one will be there to pull your shoelaces. So you gotta be happy about that, right? HAHA You are a small sister to me. The sound of your footsteps makes me recognise who is walking. Your cute smile makes me smile. Your big bag makes me pity for you. Your good chinese grades impressed me. Your devotion towards Kpops makes me speechles. I wish the best for you. May you be the cutest 14th year old teen. All the best and best friends forever! To my dearest Dora, Your selfless attitude impressed me. Your pretty smile makes me smile. Your kind character is likable. Your funny laughter makes me laugh. Your devotion towards Shinee makes me speechless. Your hardworking attitude makes me want to learn. You are a great listener too. You are a great learner and a modest one. I wish the best for you. In the future, I might not be there to joke with you. But dont forget me, cos I haunt you~!!!! May you be the kindest 14th year old teen! All the best and best friends forever! To my dearest PeiYu, Your "constantly improving yourself" attitude impressed me. You are a strong girl. Hmm.. Physically and mentally, I can say. Your " twisting hand" technique scarred me. I enjoy the times playing with you all. Those bumping and stuffs huh. Hahahaha. I can never pull your shoelaces. Coz you always kept it well hidden. I can never lie to you. Coz you'd know I am. You love vampires, I remember. Hopefully you'd still remember me. Coz you dont have a good memory, which is like ME! Hahahha. I gotta be kidding, cos I'm WORST. hahaahaa. May you be the biggest TaylorSwift fan in the whole wide world! All the best and best friends forever! To the last one, my dearest Joanna, Heyhey! You're not an innocent one huh! Find you having lots of potential in bullying me!! Hahahha. I'm kidding. But sometimes it does makes sense huh. Nobody would hide your waterbottle in the future, Nobody would take away your pencil case. Coz alicia's away!!! You gotta be happy right. =) You are a sporty one. A good VB player like Sandra and PeiYu. Next time I hope to see you 3 on TV. REPRESENTING SINGAPORE!!! May you be the most talented VB player! All the best and best friends forever! So that's all I hope to say. Next year would be a tough year. So let's strive alright! |